If it was possible to vomit emotions, I think I've accomplished it. My stomach has been all over the place for at least 2 weeks now. If I'm completely distracted I feel fine, but as soon as I get overwhelmed with emotions I have to throw up. and that's so not me. I think part of it is because certain people have been contacting me recently. Some of them I really don't want to hear from, and others I really do, but I have to ignore it.
I'm trying really hard to stay busy. Really hard. working more..getting up at 6 to go to work before class..coming home and immediately studying. It also really sucks that I'm barely dancing this year, and my dancing career is almost officially over. This is it. I might try to spend some time in the studio just by myself to work out some stress.
speaking of, i found the best way to relax. swings. I have now become the creepy lurker at the playground. and i love it. I could spend hours on the swings at the park, they just make me feel better. every time.
Mom and Dad are coming out tomorrow. Kind of excited.
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i love you. tell mom and dad i said hi!
and fyi, i know i loved it this summer, but it is still #1 that makes me feel better when i am super stressed. love forever.
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