I HATE when people accuse me of "not talking to them" or whatever for long periods of time when they didn't make any effort to talk to me. A friendship is a two way street! It is not one person's responsibility to keep a friendship together. What bothers me is when I am held 100% accountable. I have many friends with whom I am not consistently in contact with, but we both understand that we have busy lives. It doesn't mean I don't think about them, or don't care about them, but distant relationships are hard. But for some people, having a busy life is not justifiable for not upholding a relationship...on my end.

I feel like I appologize to some people more than we spend time together, and it really hurts my feelings. I get frustrated when friends from high school put up away messages that tell me how they are feeling, instead of just calling.....a month later. and then I get blamed for the past month. It is so hard to hear, every time. I try SO hard to be a good friend...I always have. I've hoped that it's something that people will remember. but I can't count the times I've been told how horrible a friend/person I am..and it pulls on my heart every time.

I needed to just get this out there, because it's something that I don't talk about too much. But I'm done for now, it's been a long day.